So, here again, my title "Fantasy... Reality?", before getting to the answers, let me tell u something... Fantasy, hmm... one of the example, words from most of the Fairy Tale, start from..."Once Upon a Time"...and end with "and live happily ever after"... Question, can this fantasy story, be reality? ermm... yar, why not? but i can't 100% prove that Fantasy can be Reality in this new era of 2010... Talk about the the future generation, yar, few of the great scientist can really make the Fantasy into Reality, people can have powers, pumpkin car could be real, flying dragons or watever... but! not all Fantasy things can be Reality...think of this question, can scientist or someone make "Happily Ever After" into Reality ALWAYS?? This is not a scientific problems anymore, now it's about personal life on how u control it... As my conclusion: Fantasy can't be 100% proven can be Reality...
Mind of Mine: Thinking 1> Fantasy...Reality?
First of all, hi, i'm back AGAIN, after 4~5 months of busy-ness... I'm back for a simple reason, my mind is flooded by thinking again, and i wanna pour some of it in here and share it...
Confidence needed in life...?
HI every viewer, 1st of all, thx for the viewing of my blog, and...it's been a long time i stopped my blog, almost more than a month, reason is simple, work+study+assignment+online chatting, busy huh?...LOL. Recently, quite many things happened to me, happy, sad, disappointment, argument, fun... and more... few different memories are added in into my mind. I wonder, will my mind had enough space to fit it all, yes...?^^ LIFE..
As for now, for me, as day goes by, sometimes, i felt that, i'm quite emotional... thinking of many things, worry about many things... almost just like torturing myself >.<, i ask...what to do...that's the truth, until now, i still felt i'm....just a below ordinary kid. But, all thanks to my friends, they cheer me up and to be more confident, supporting me even i'm...quite weak in quite many things...i think.. CONFIDENCE..
TO BE CONTINUE...............
A Half Gemini's Secret Dairy: page 40 (last)
11:00pm, Sunday, January 17, 2010, watching the bright stars and the peaceful moonlight above the dark blue sky. Another break day, no class no work for today… Stayed at home for almost the whole afternoon and till night, went out with family, shopping and having dinner. That’s much of all for today. About her……too much thing I wanted to tell her, but still… Actually, I had decided, this, will be my last page of this story, sorry I have to say…I found out that I started to get busy and busier, sometimes almost forget about updating… so, here u go, last page.
Before I end this, I wanted to make few…conclusion I called it, in few points:
1. So far so good, I’m still an idiot guy among my buddies, is it a good thing or bad thing? I wonder…
2. Still, NOOB in basketball, NOOB in games, NOOB in talking, NOOB in…chasing girl?
3. Coward me, still don’t dare to tell her how much my heart feels…
4. Sad, I can’t see her most of the day, darn the time table><
5. Working+ (study+ assignment) =stress.
6. 19 years old are coming, I’m still a virgin, didn’t have any girlfriends before, pure?
7. Still think my blog-site sucks, bored, not much viewer, what to do? I’m not clever in this man, I just know how to write it =.=
8. I still believe in miracle and chances…
9. Trying the best to be the best and success. In progress…
10. I really hopes my wish may come true one day…and I still misses her everyday…
That’s all for today folks, before that, I have news to tell… I’ll still continue my blogging, with another…style I think…not story day by day anymore, but different chapter, not daily, but 2 or 3 times a week… so, hope my viewer still there to looking forward to it…Good Bye…11:21pm…THE END…
A Half Gemini's Secret Dairy: page 39
11:32pm, Saturday, January16, 2010, felt the temperature rising at night. Working days… Don’t feel like wants to mention anything about work. It’s just a normal working day with my buddy. Heard she is out there today, enjoying, happily, glad to hear that, my heart calmed… Shortest passage I made, congrats to myself, but yet it seems a bit bored, never-mind, at least its short… 11:43pm, bed time…
A Half Gemini's Secret Dairy: page 38
11:08pm, Friday, January 15, 2010, again, another normal night. Class in the afternoon, went there early, and made some research about interior. Was a bit happy, had the chance to saw her, even it’s just a glimpse, satisfied, what an idiot me, right? About the night, went for steamboat buffet with my friends, a friend just back from Denmark not long, 2 beautiful ladies, and…others… gathered together. Sad, my wallet bleeds…again…never-mind, just had to promise myself, take care of it, don’t let it bleeds again and again, I promise, I’ll leave some saving for me myself and for the one I loves … 11:20pm, continue, online…
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11:08pm, Tuesday, January12, 2010, an active warm night. My class breaks today, whole week only today and weekends break. Went working with my buddy, still can’t determine that are we playing, joking around, or working…get what I mean? LOL… Nothing special happen besides working experiences, ask me if u like to know. About her, I’m glad to saw her yesterday, happy to know she’s still there… 11:19pm, went upstairs…
A Half Gemini's Secret Dairy: page 34
10:52pm, Monday, January11, 2010, cooling night. Today is the first day for the new semester 2 class. Worrying about nothing besides the presents of her… Talk about the first day, after getting the time table, we went Sunway Pyramids for movie, title: AVATAR, in 3D, WOAHH, this was the second time I watched 3D, kind a cool while watching it, but it starts to became dizzy after about an hour. Hmm…my comment, they should invent a comfortable and dizzy-less 3D glasses, XD. After that, fetch them back, in a heavy rain day, who is them? I not feel like telling but I can tell there are 4 people who are all girls… maybe she is included inside? Who knows? XD… Talk about the time table I received today, sucks, damn it! Class separated >
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10:38pm, Sunday, January 10, 2010, the rain had just stopped awhile ago, another normal day of break, it’s my friend’s turn to work. Afternoon, about 3:30pm, went to my working place; find my working buddy, hanging around just awhile, then I’m on my own again, alone… went to café alone, online, because of some stupid reason, I can’t online at home… Played and updated my blog almost 4 hours, because…seriously, it’s bored at home… Back in time to have dinner with my family outside, drove myself there because they went out earlier… So, where is her again? Hmm… never-mind, I can get the answers tomorrow, hope so… 11:02pm, sleep early…
A Half Gemini's Secret Dairy: page 32
11:06pm, Saturday, January 9, 2010, raining, awhile heavy awhile light. I'am almost soak wet, went back home by car that parked far away, without an umbrella... Busy at work today, saturday was crowded, felt a bit dizzy, lack or oxygen maybe... Nothing special, all about work and work... damn tired and bored... I really hope one day, she can cheer me up, walk to my car under a same umbrella together while it rains heavily...i'll be glad, as a friend or more than that... cut it out!...in my dreams, maybe... 11:20pm, gone, alone...
A Half Gemini's Secret Dairy: page 31
11:58pm, Friday, January 8, 2010, night. Almost miss today's time, but i've made it. Have to feeling to talk much about today, basically, another normal break day for me... Until night, went same place we usually go, guess it... Today, we have 2 more special guest, girls, my friend lee wan and wan lee, not kidding, it's true... chit-chating and joking around. Before i went back home, i asked them, about my blog site, they commented, too simple, abit bored cause of the long-ness...sorry...what i know is just...like this...application or watever decoration, i need someone to teach me, but, i'll add some picture next time to make it more better... Before i end this... girl, where are you, i've been searching online most of the time nowadays, but... 12:20am, good night...
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11:23pm, Thursday, January 7, 2010, warm night. Another working day, business…about 8pm only gets better, quite tired doing this job, luckily I had my friend with me, we played around most of the afternoon time because during that time, customers are lesser than I predicted, so unserious while working, so scare we get fire but still joking around…LOL. While me and my friend were working, we saw quite much pretty girls, I tell honestly…but, as for me myself, those pretty girls, are just nice to see, it means like only can watch it once or twice but u don’t know who are them, they don’t know who are you. She, she is different, I said, different feeling, different places, different with those girls I saw because she is my friend, because…there’s something wrong with me when I get close with her……forget it, I really think too much sometimes…I sucks… 11:46pm, exhausted…
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11:58pm, Wednesday, January 6, 2010, strong windy night, going to rain soon. Back in time to write today’s activity, just back from a place me and my buddies created a name call “station2”, how we get this name? If u really wanted to know, ask me then…LOL. Didn’t work today, break, stay at home, online and online again…damn this is sucks, but I like it, XD. Until night, went for a drink at “station2”, chit-chatting and then joking around and then…about 11:45pm, went home…by the way, “station2” is very close to my house, I can reach there in 5 minutes. It’s already more than 2 weeks I didn’t saw her online, have no idea what happen, worrying… wish her back online as soon as possible… 12:16pm…msn status: busy…
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11:54pm, Tuesday, January 5, 2010, night of hot temperature, I was sweating. Another day of working, I was so sleepy for 2 reasons, 1, very less people to promote, 2, slept late last night. I don’t know how to explain about today and yesterday sales, maybe weekday people are busy. Everything seems like just a normal day. How is her today…I hope she had fully recover, worrying her much, because she is quite weak, fall sick easily, I wish I have the chance to protect and care for her…as a friend or…… 12:12am, very tired…
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11:35pm, Monday, January 4, 2010, lonely night. Working day, tired, exhausted, I didn’t care much, and I even planned to continue online until about 2am. Just now, I’m on my own again, driving on a dark road, alone, again, until I reached home, until I started to online, still, there’s only me and my shadow… But, luckily, seems it still has the bright side, I have the chance to chat with my buddy online. But…where is she? I think she slept already, she need more rest, I heard she fall sick, I wish she can recover as soon as possible… 11:46pm, continue my journey online…
A Half Gemini's Secret Diary: page 26
7:36pm, Sunday, January 03, 2010, Normal night of boredom. I wrote early today, because I don’t think any special thing or event going to happen for the rest of the night. I woke up about 12pm+, still lay on the bed for almost half an hour, felt so lazy. Went for friends gathering at BBT AEON awhile, and…about the gathering, feels like a bit cold, it’s great can meet them all again but…hard to describe the feelings…hmm…maybe I think a bit too much, never-mind, forget it. And then after about 2 hours, went back home, alone…I wish she can accompany me someday somehow, even as a friend, a best-friend, I don’t care, I just hope she can get rid of my loneliness, even it’s just awhile, I’ll be happy for the moment she be with me… 7:59pm, ends…
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11:14pm, Saturday, January 2, 2010, a night contain wet air, rain had just stopped awhile ago. Did nothing in the afternoon beside online, the thing I usually did. Until night, went for dinner with family. After that, I followed them to Jusco Bukit Raja to buy my brother’s school pants and uniforms, Monday, their school starts. My few cousin were in our house when we reached home, I and my brother played card monopoly with them for few round before they went home, it was a nice game, this game usually play with friends or family. I hope I had the chance to play with her as a friend or maybe family? Nah…Probably friend…11:28pm, Chao…
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11:50pm, Friday, January 1, 2010, medium cold night. Just back from work, almost whole day, doing the same thing, bored… Actually, I have a working partner today, 2 of us work together, but unluckily, he fall sick and went home very early, so I have to work alone, I didn’t fall sick but I was not feeling well and very tired that day, reason, last night I sleep very late, and today I think I ate the wrong thing so I went to washroom few times. Nothing special happen today, as usual, I’m watching through to crowded people while I was working and try to search for the shadow of hers, even it did not exist… I still can imagine that she is there, somewhere… 12:14am, recharge my energy…
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2:38am, middle of Thursday and Friday, happens at December 31, 2009, and few hours of the next year, 2010, peace and joyful night. Thursday, I woke up early. Went for basketball again with my friends, most of them were on the court, not all. Before going back home to take a shower, we went for breakfast together after basketball.
Afternoon, me and my friends, went to “shopping”, bought something for the night. Before that, we went one of our friend’s new home, he told us that his house is very ‘small’ , but when we reached there and see it with our own eye, damn, his house is really “SMALL”, get what I mean? It was a well-designed house painted with few interesting colors.
About the “shopping” part…let’s skip it, trust me, u don’t want to know much, a bunch of guys went for a crazy shopping, was so funny…XD. Until the night, its party time, BBQ at an abandon house, it’s actually my friend old house, the guy who had new house I mentioned, he is the owner. That night, was quite a simple celebration, but fun to have friends gather around, too much to describe about that night, as a conclusion, satisfied…
^only the this photo above snapped by accident, only 1, phone camera, low battery...
So, I hope she also gets to celebrate 2010 with much of fun and happiness, with all my heart I wished her, Happy New Year…3:00am, going to bed…
Afternoon, me and my friends, went to “shopping”, bought something for the night. Before that, we went one of our friend’s new home, he told us that his house is very ‘small’ , but when we reached there and see it with our own eye, damn, his house is really “SMALL”, get what I mean? It was a well-designed house painted with few interesting colors.
About the “shopping” part…let’s skip it, trust me, u don’t want to know much, a bunch of guys went for a crazy shopping, was so funny…XD. Until the night, its party time, BBQ at an abandon house, it’s actually my friend old house, the guy who had new house I mentioned, he is the owner. That night, was quite a simple celebration, but fun to have friends gather around, too much to describe about that night, as a conclusion, satisfied…
^only the this photo above snapped by accident, only 1, phone camera, low battery...
So, I hope she also gets to celebrate 2010 with much of fun and happiness, with all my heart I wished her, Happy New Year…3:00am, going to bed…
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