A Half Gemini's Secret Diary: page 2

11:41pm, Thursday, December 10, 2009, warm night. Today was the first day of my college’s semester break, about 1 month holiday. I was hoping this holiday will be like a holiday, but the first day of the holiday had already became a boring day, never-mind it’s okay for me, because I had already used to it before that, actually, it’s a very common thing among us, not every day during the holiday will be like ‘the’ free holiday, get my point? Went my friend’s house and do an activity I hardly miss it every day, online. Reason, PC going to get an ‘operation’, and Wi-Fi modem, incomplete setting, laptop with Wi-Fi, useless, because I don’t know how to fix it. Back to main point, I’m very glad with myself today, because I…, didn’t think of the person all the time today and it doesn’t mean I didn’t think of her completely, it’s just, not all the time. My heart seems to being cut piece by piece as I forgetting her little by little. I was asking myself again and again, am I doing the right decision by forgetting her bit by bit or I just hiding myself most of the time…? And why is this happening? Why is the puzzle of my heart remains scattered until now? Zero answers for the confusing me… Ended another daily short story at 12:15am, good night, to myself…